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Saturday, November 29, 2008

I've a decision to make....FAST! I've been thinking for a week now and am still thinking. Should i organise a bbq or should i just get groups of ppl out for some dinner or something for my 21st? I need to decide by tomorrow, the most by mid-week.

My parents offered either a dinner celebration of some sort or just an ang pao to spend in anyway that i like. Seriously, i'd like both but i think it's an either-or decision. I could well get myself a bigger storage ipod nano or an itouch faster but a celebration could be more fun. So if i take the ang pao i could get the ipod and maybe use part of it for a bbq or something.

The problem with bbq is that there's a whole lot of pre-preparations to settle, the crazy unpredictable weather especially around these few months of the year and i've got my hands tied pretty tight til after Christmas due to the Wangsa Maju trip & all sort of things creeping up my back and meals out are just much more hassle-free.

So....how ppl how? I'm more skewed towards having meals out to ease any preperations needed but...bbq would be more fun. Any suggestions ppl (or are there even anybody arn)?

joce blog dusted at 11:22 pm -

Sunday, November 16, 2008

I'm in love with Colbie Caillat's songs.

joce blog dusted at 5:32 pm -

Friday, November 14, 2008

I know it's the holidays now and i should be relaxing already but...i'm just immersing myself in tons and tons of everything trying to forget and lose the stress but i don't think it's working all that well.

Kind of invested more time into working to earn more money, this beats sitting at home staring at the messy pile of books and notes on my table trying to understand why. Signed up for the grade 5 theory crash course and 3 months of assistance to the kinder bible class to add to the Wangsa Maju mission trip.

I don't think it's working that much though as i'm still kind of stress. I'm losing sleep and appetite for almost everything and it just leaves me shagged in the day, but who gives a damn anyway.

Who needs the world when i've already got the 1 thing that's truely worth my time here.

Haven't really had a proper conversation with Amelia for years and years, but somehow it seemed that we suddenly just started sending messages to each other over facebook. Just at the time when i needed to hear the right things and there it was in that message of hers. Had to reply with a long message too if not it'd seem kind of wierd, but it was good, at least i did feel better after everything there is to it and all.

I'm working 1/2 day today, guitar again in the afternoon and madagascar after that. Full day of activities out of the house = not so screwed mind.

joce blog dusted at 6:31 am -

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I'm still depressed, ok well, maybe not as much, but still am. I've a feeling i'll pass FA, fail MA and am sitting on the fence for Comm. Law. Everybody's psycho-ing everybody else that we are all gonna pass but it sure is not effective on me 'cause i'm almost convinced that i'm gonna fail and still praying for a miracle. Post-exam stress is not fun at all.

Today's my first day at work after almost 3 weeks. It's the same ol' boring working day. Nothing much to it. Spent most of the time sitting around reminiscing what a shithead i am. Couldn't feel worse than it is already.

The parentals just upgraded all the scv boxes and am having fun recording shows over and over again. Good way of de-stressing.

joce blog dusted at 9:34 pm -

Sunday, November 09, 2008

I'm depressed.

I'm supposed to be back at work tomorrow but i got so depressed that i sms-ed my supervisor to take the day off instead.

My Cost Management paper yesterday was a total flop. I'm crossing my fingers and praying real hard that i'll be able to pass it. When chances are that slim, i dare not hold any high hopes for it.

It was a nightmare-ish week and i was that close to snapping. I did lost it for awhile on Friday but managed to pick myself up and got depressed after the paper yesterday. The break is all i need to get me sane again.

joce blog dusted at 7:05 pm -

Friday, November 07, 2008

Life is hard and i mean it literally. My brain is bursting and oozing out of my head trying to study for the Cost Management paper tomorrow. Just conquered the Financial Accounting paper on Wednesday. I know i can pass it but just am not sure if i passed it well.

Only started on studying CM yesterday and 2 days to cover 9 weeks of work is insane and i'm just dying now. Was back at Changi Airport to study again yesterday after God knows how long. It just reminded me of how much i miss studying at the airport and so i'm currently right back here studying again.Slept at around 1.30am and woke up at 4.30am but only managed to drag myself out of bed at 4.50am. Had a quick warm shower to wake myself up, a bit of entertainment on facebook's word challenge to get my brain back up and working before leaving at 6.30am for airport where i got my much deserved plug spot at starbucks. Wanted to go to coffeebean but wasn't sure where the plug was, so starbucks it is. Now am enjoying myself with a fruit cake and a cafe mocha as my desperately-in-need pick-me-up.

I'm dying..HELP ME!

joce blog dusted at 7:34 am -

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