Name: Jocelyn Yee
D.O.B.: 9th January 1988
School: Loyang Pri <1995-2000>; Siglap Sec <2001-2004>; FTC <2005-2006>; SIM <2007-Present>
Course Pursuing: Bachelor of Business (Accountancy)
Loves: My doggy - Milo; movies; my ipod; church

Today, i just feel like i'm in dead shit after visiting the office. The manager and the stuff look like their kind of nice and friendly, but i just wonder if their really that. The office is ok only abit messy and just a little cramp. I saw an empty table in the middle the two rows and i assume that it'll belong to me for the nxt few months or maybe a year or so. The worse thing is that i was told i could wear t-shirt, pants and sandals/shoes but.....i looked here...then i looked there and....all the female staff were wearing blouse and skirt/pants and won't i look kind of out of place if i were to just wear t-shirt and pants? I'm kind of starting to panic a little cuz all i have is the blouse that i wore during grad night and that was the last time that i wore it. I've probably grown a bit side ways and i don't think i fit it anymore. How?!? After the visit i went to Tampines to watch The Fast and The Furious then i went to G2000, Metro, Isetan and This Fashion but i didn't like all the designs..their just to flowery in the form of pattern or lace and i just don't like that kind.

The next thing worth panicking about are shoes. All i have are slippers, sandals, snickers and a slip on shoe and are all not suitable for the working in office type..the next best option is to borrow my mum's shoes as she's got a whole cupboard full of em but...the thing is will she be willing to lend me 1 that i think that is nice at least to me? Jeez..panick somemore. It's just too last minute to go find anything that i might like at this point because i'm almost broke and by the time my parents come back, the shops will be already closing. I guess i could just pick things out to mix and match maybe it'll turn out to be not so bad.

So, this is all i know about work - office hours: 9am-6pm; lunch time: 1pm-2pm; weekend work: alternate Saturdays. I still have no clue how much i'll get but i estimate it'll be around $500-$600+. The thought of going to work for the 1st time especially something i've not done before just makes me nervous. Usually i'll kind of get the idea after the 1st day but it's the 1st day of work that really gets on my nerve, because i don't know how everyone will treat me and i'm scared that i may not know what to do or forgotten everything i've learnt in class and this kind of feeling sucks big time.

So i guess i've got to wreck my whole cupboard to see what i'm gonna wear tomorrow. So i'll just end here then.